t those who stole the Horn。 They will be leaving about the time we do； so you had better hurry with any farewells。〃
Nynaeve dashed to the nearest arrowslit and peered down at the outer courtyard。 Horses were everywhere； pack animals and saddle horses； and men hurrying about them； calling to each other。 The only clear space was where the Amyrlin's palanquin stood； its paired horses waiting patiently without any attendants。 Some of the Warders were out there； looking over their mounts； and on the other side of the courtyard； Ingtar stood with a knot of Shienarans around him in armor。 Sometimes a Warder or one of Ingtar's men crossed the paving stones to exchange a word： 〃I should have gotten the boys away from you；〃 she said； still looking out。 Egwene； too； if I could do it without killing her。 Light； why did she have to be born with this cursed ability？ 〃I should have taken them back home。〃
〃They are more than old enough to be off apron strings；〃 Moiraine said dryly。 〃And you know very well why you could never do that。 For one of them； at least。 Besides； it would mean leaving Egwene to go to Tar Valon alone。 Or have you decided to forgo Tar Valon yourself？ If your own use of the Power is not schooled； you will never be able to use it against me。〃
Nynaeve spun to face the Aes Sedai； her jaw dropping。 She could not help it。 〃I don't know what you are talking about。〃
〃Did you think I did not know； child？ Well； as you wish it。 I take it that you are ing to Tar Valon？ Yes； I thought so。〃
Nynaeve wanted to hit her； to knock away the brief smile that flashed across the Aes Sedai's face。 Aes Sedai had not been able to wield power openly since the Breaking； much less the One Power； but they plotted and manipulated； pulled strings like puppet…masters； used thrones and nations like stones on a stones board。 She wants to use me； too； somehow。 If a king or a queen； why not a Wisdom？ Just the way she's using Rand； I'm no child； Aes Sedai。
〃What are you doing with Rand； now？ Have you not used him enough？ I don't know why you have not had him gentled； now the Amyrlin's here with all those other Aes Sedai； but you must have a reason。 It must be some plot you're hatching。 If the Amyrlin knew what you were up to； I wager she'd … 〃
Moiraine cut her off。 〃What possible interest could the Amyrlin have in a shepherd？ Of course； if he were brought to her attention in the wrong way； he might be gentled； or even killed。 He is what he is； after all。 And there is considerable anger about last night。 Everyone is looking for whom to blame。〃 The Aes Sedai fell silent； and let the silence stretch。 Nynaeve stared at her； grinding her teeth。
〃Yes；〃 Moiraine said finally； 〃much better to let a sleeping lion sleep。 Best you see to your packing； now。〃 She moved off in the direction Lan had gone； seeming to glide across the floor。
Grimacing； Nynaeve swung her fist back against the wall； the ring dug at her palm。 She opened her hand to look at it。 The ring seemed to heat her anger； focus her hate。 I will learn。 You think because you know； you can escape me。 But I will learn better than you think； and I will pull you down for what you've done。 For what you've done to Mat； and to Perrin。 For Rand； the Light help him and the Creator shelter him。 Especially for Rand。 Her hand closed around the heavy circlet of gold。 And for me。
Egwene watched the liveried maid folding her dresses into a leather…covered travel chest； still a little unfortable； even after nearly a month's practice； with someone else doing what she could very well have done herself。 They were such beautiful dresses； all gifts from the Lady Amalisa； just like the gray silk riding dress she wore； though that was plain except for a few white morningstar blossoms worked on the breast。 Many of the dresses were much more elaborate。 Any one of them would shine at Sunday； or at Bel Tine。 She sighed； remembering that she would be in Tar Valon for the next Sunday； not Emond's Field。 From the little Moiraine had told her of novice training…almost nothing； really…she expected she might not be home for Bel Tine； in the spring； or even the Sunday after that。
Nynaeve put her head into the room。 〃Are you ready？〃 She came the rest of the way in。 〃We must be down in the courtyard soon。〃 She wore a riding dress； too； in blue silk with red loversknots on the bosom。 Another gift from Amalisa。
〃Nearly； Nynaeve。 I am almost sorry to be going。 I don't suppose we'll have many chances in Tar Valon to wear the nice dresses Amalisa gave us。〃 She gave an abrupt laugh。 〃Still； Wisdom； I won't miss being able to bathe without looking over my shoulder the whole time。〃
〃Much better to bathe alone；〃 Nynaeve said briskly。 Her face did not change； but after a moment her cheeks colored。
Egwene smiled。 She's thinking about Lan。 It was still odd to think of Nynaeve； the Wisdom； mooning after a man。 She did not think it would be wise to put it to Nynaeve in quite that way； but of late； sometimes the Wisdom acted as strangely as any girl who had set her heart on a particular man。 And one who doesn't have enough sense to be worthy of her； at that。 She loves him； and I can see he loves her； so why can't he have sense enough to speak up？
〃I don't think you should call me Wisdom any longer；〃 Nynaeve said suddenly。
Egwene blinked。 It was not required； exactly； and Nynaeve never insisted on it unless she was angry； or being formal； but this 。。。 〃Why ever not？〃
〃You are a woman； now。〃 Nynaeve glanced at her unbraided hair； and Egwene resisted the urge to hurriedly twist it into a semblance of a braid。 Aes Sedai wore their hair any way they wanted； but wearing hers loose had bee a symbol of starting on a new life。 〃You are a woman；〃 Nynaeve repeated firmly。 〃We are two women； a long way from Emond's Field； and it will be longer still before we see home again。 It will be better if you simply call me Nynaeve。〃
〃We will see home again； Nynaeve。 We will。〃
〃Don't try to fort the Wisdom； girl；〃 Nynaeve said gruffly； but she smiled。
There was a knock at the door； but before Egwene could open it； Nisura came in； agitation all over her face。 〃Egwene； that young man of yours is trying to e into the women's apartments。〃 She sounded scandalized。 〃And wearing a sword。 Just because the Amyrlin let him enter that way 。。。 Lord Rand should know better。 He is causing an uproar。 Egwene； you must speak to him。〃
〃Lord Rand；〃 Nynaeve snorted。 〃That young man is growing too big for his breeches。 When I get my hands on him； I'll lord him。〃
Egwene put a hand on Nynaeve's arm。 〃Let me speak to him； Nynaeve。 Alone。〃
〃Oh； very well。 The best of men are not much better than housebroken。〃 Nynaeve paused； and added half to herself； 〃But then； the best of them are worth the trouble of housebreaking。〃
Egwene shook her head as she followed Nisura into the hall。 Even half a year before； Nynaeve would never have added the second part。 But she'll never housebreak Lan。 Her thoughts turned to Rand。 Causing an uproar； was he？ 〃Housebreak him？〃 she muttered。 〃If he hasn't learned manners by this time； I'll skin him alive。〃
〃Sometimes that is what it takes；〃 Nisura said； walking quickly。 〃Men are never more than half…civilized until they're wedded。〃 She gave Egwene a sidelong glance。 〃Do you intend to marry Lord Rand？ I do not mean to pry； but you are going to the White Tower； and Aes Sedai seldom wed … none but some of the Green Ajah； that I've ever heard； and not many of them … and 。。。〃
Egwene could supply the rest。 She had heard the talk in the women's apartments about a suitable wife for Rand。 At first it had caused stabs of jealousy； and anger。 He had been all but promised to her since they were children。 But she was going to be an Aes Sedai； and he was what he was。 A man who could channel。 She could marry him。 And watch him go mad； watch him die。 The only way to stop it would be to have him gentled。 I can't do that to him。 I can't！ 〃I do not know；〃 she said sadly。
Nisura nodded。 〃No one will poach where you have a claim； but you are going to the Tower； and he will make a good