�此�something far�察�far worse than the act of dying itself。 In those last moments�察�as the soul begins to separate from the body�察�the fabric of everyday reality is ripped asunder。 And suddenly they can see into the void beyond。 Then es a terrible oppression�察�overwhelming fear�察�rising heat。 They cannot scream�察�they cannot flee。 This is no panic attack that will pass�察�this is merely the foretaste of what is to e。 This is a step onto the first tread of the long stairway down into hell。
;And what is hell itself like�拭�Our ancestors were told it was a burning lake of fire�察�of sulfur and brimstone�察�in which one was eternally submerged。 A terrible furnace whose flames bring no light�察�but merely darkness made visible。 And in a simpler time�察�such a depiction was enough。;
He stopped again to look around�察�fixing first one�察�then another�察�with his eyes。
;Mind you�察�I do believe this is hell for some。 But it is not the only hell。 There are countless hells�察�my brothers and sisters。 There is a hell foreach of us。 Lucifer may be no match for our God。 Yet he was a very mighty angel indeed�察�and as such�察�has powers far beyond our poor prehension。
;You must remember something�察�and remember it always�此�Lucifer�察�the devil�察�was cast out of heaven because of his overmastering envy and evil。 In his implacable jealousy�察�his unquenchable thirst for revenge�察�he now uses us as his pawns。 Just as the rejected child hates a favored rival�察�he hates us for what we are�此�beloved children of God。 And which of us can hope to prehend the depths of his bottomless rage�拭�Each human he corrupts�察�each soul he takes�察�is for him a victory�此�a fist shaken up at God。
;He knows our individual weaknesses�察�our petty desires�察�he knows what triggers our vanity or our greed or our lust or our cruelty。 We have no secrets from him。 He has handcrafted temptations for each one of us�察�he has strewn our path with a thousand ways to veer into darkness。 And once he has successfully lured a soul into his kingdom´once he has won�察�yet again´do you think Satan will be content to leave that soul in ageneric hell�拭�Think again�察�my friends�此�think again。 He who knows all our weaknesses also knows all our fears。 Even those we may not know ourselves。 And to plete his victory�察�to make his victim's sufferingsupreme �察�he will fashion each individual hell to be the most unendurable for its particular inhabitant。 And worst of all�察�it will be a hell that lasts forever。 And ever。And ever。 For some�察�that may well mean a burning lake of fire。 For others�察�it may mean an eternity nailed up in a black coffin�察�motionless�察�lightless�察�speechless�察�as insanity doubles and redoubles over long eons。 For others�察�it might mean�察�say�察�eternal suffocation。 Imagine that for a moment�察�my friends。 Imagine that you've held your breath for two minutes�察�maybe three。 Imagine the desperate need for oxygen�察�the exquisite torture。 And yet in hell�察�there is no release of breath�察�no drawing in of good sweet air。 Nor is there the blankness of oblivion。 There is simply that moment of maximal agony�察�prolonged forever。;
Maximal agony�察�prolonged forever。Despite himself�察�Harriman shivered in the warm night。
;Other hells might be more subtle。 Imagine the man who always feared going crazy�察�doing so over decades or even slow centuries。 And then beginning the process over。 And over。 Or imagine the doting mother�察�forced to watch´again and again and again´how after her own passing her children slide into poverty and neglect�察�drug addiction�察�depression�察�maltreatment�察�and death。;
Here he stopped�察�and stepped up to the very edge of the rock。
;Take a moment to think of the very worst hell you could imagine for yourself。 And then realize that Satan�察�who knows you even better than you know yourself�察�could fashion one far worse。 And he will。He already has。 In anticipation。 Because he has only one salve for his bitter pain�此�the despair�察�the desperate pleadings�察�the cries and sufferings of his victims。;
Buck paused again。 He took a deep breath�察�then another。 Then�察�in an even lower voice�察�he went on。
;I've said there was a hell for each of us。 That hell is there�察�waiting for each one of you。 Satan has made your hell so very easy to find�察�with a wide and fortable road leading straight to it。 It is far�察�far easier for us to go with the flow�察�to stroll unthinking down that broad pleasant avenue�察�far easier than to search for the rough�察�hidden turnoff that leads to heaven。 We must fight against the lure of the easy road。 It is a fight�察�my friends�察�a fight to the death。 Because that is the only way´the only way´we are going to discover that difficult trail to heaven。 I ask you to remember this in the trials we are about to face。;
And then he turned and stepped down out of sight。
74
When D'Agosta entered Pendergast's hotel suite�察�he found theagent at breakfast。 The table was set with assorted fruits�察�breakfast rolls�察�and the inescapable and inevitable tiny espresso。 Pendergast was nibbling daintily at poached eggs and reading what looked like a set of faxed documents。 For a brief moment�察�D'Agosta thought of the earlier meal they'd shared�察�back in Southampton�察�when this case was still brand´new。 It seemed a distant memory indeed。
;Ah�察�Vincent�察─�Pendergast said。 ;e in。 Would you care to order something�拭─�
;No�察�thanks。; Although it was a beautiful morning and sunlight gilded the rooms�察�D'Agosta felt as if a threatening cloud was hanging over them both。 ;I'm surprised you've got an appetite。;
;It's important I take some refreshment now。 I'm not sure how long it will be until my next meal。 But that shouldn't stop you�此�e�察�have a croissant。 These Alsatian plum preserves from Fauchon are delightful。; He put the faxes aside and picked upLa Nazione 。
;What's that you were reading�拭─�
;Some faxes from Constance。 I'll need all the�察�ah�察�ammunition I can gather for what's to e。 She has proven most helpful。;
D'Agosta stepped forward。 ;I'm ing with you�察─�he said grimly。 ;I want to get that straight here and now so there won't be any questions later。;
Pendergast lowered the paper。 ;I assumed you'd make such a demand。 Let me remind you the invitation was for me alone。;
;I doubt that fat´assed count would have any objections。;
;You're probably right。;
;I've e all this way。 I've been shot at more than once�察�lost the end of a finger�察�almost been pushed off a cliff�察�almost beendriven off a cliff。;
;Right again。;
;So don't expect me to spend the evening relaxing by the pool with a few cold ones while you're in Fosco's lair。;
Pendergast smiled faintly。 ;I have one more errand to run before leaving Florence。 Let's discuss it then。;
And he raised the paper once again。
Two hours later�察�their car stopped on a narrow street in Florence�察�outside a vast�察�austere building of rough stone。
;The Palazzo Maffei�察─�Pendergast said from behind the wheel。 ;If you wouldn't mind waiting here a moment�拭�I won't be long。; He got out of the car�察�approached a brass plaque of door buzzers set into the facade�察�scanned the names�察�and pressed one。 A moment later�察�a muffled voice rasped over the inter。 Pendergast answered。 Then the great door buzzed open and he vanished inside。
D'Agosta watched�察�curious。 He'd picked up enough Italian to know that what Pendergast said into the inter hadn't sounded right。 It sounded more like Latin�察�to tell the truth。
Getting out of the car�察�he crossed the narrow street and examined the buzzers。 The one Pendergast pressed was labeled simplyCorso Maffei 。 This told D'Agosta nothing�察�and he returned to their rental car。
Within ten minutes�察�Pendergast emerged from the building and got back into the driver's seat。
;What was that all about�拭─�D'Agosta asked。
;Insurance�察─�Pendergast replied。 Then he turned to look intently at D'Agosta。 ;The chances of success in this venture are not much better than fifty´fifty。 I have to do this。 You do not。 I would personally prefer it if you didn't e。;
;No way。 We're in this together。;
;I see you are determined。 But let me just remind you�察�Vincent�察�that you have a son and what appear to be excellent prospects for advancement�察�promotion�察�and a happy life ahead of you。;
;Isaid �察�we're in this together。;
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