Then as the girl half started up from her chair in unleashed alacrity�察�a gesture of the fan stopped her short。 ;And I want one thing understood。 You are not to go there acpanied by Rosita any more。;
The girl looked stricken。 ;But I can't go by myself� �Who else is´�拭�
;I don't trust her。 She's giddy and only a few months older than yourself�察�no fit panion� �I should have put a stop to it long ago。 I don't know what I've been thinking of until now。 It will be old Marta who will take you�察�if you go at all。;
A look of unadulterated horror passed over the girl's face at this。 Before she could answer�察�a telephone had pealed distantly�察�in some remote room。
;Rosita� ─�the mistress of the house called。
There was a wait that somehow suggested more a stage wait than an actual approach from a distance�察�and then a ely young girl´of´all´work�察�with a shawl already coifed around her head�察�materialized in the doorway�察�without any preliminary tread along the hall having been audible。
;Si�察�seсora�拭�
;Was that the telephone just now�拭�
;The operator must have made a mistake。 Nobody answered when I got to it�察�there wasn't anybody on it。;
The Seсora Viuda's horizontal brow line arched slightly�察�then evened out again。 ;Every now and then that seems to happen in this house。 You can take off your shawl�察�Rosita�察─�she added with an indifferent drawl�察 �you will not be going out。;
The girl put her hands to it�察�but left it in place�察�as if hoping the order might yet be countermanded。 ;But the Seсorita Conchita wanted me to acpany her to´; she said with an odd sort of breathlessness。
;Call Doсa Marta�察�she is to go with her instead。;
The girl's black´pitted eyes were fixed on her mistress' face with a sort of tremulous fixity that somehow suggested they wanted to direct themselves at somebody else in the room�察�but were being restrained。 She gave a little knee dip�察 ─�Si�察�seсora�察─�vanished from the doorway。
The Seсora Viuda turned back to her daughter。 The latter was sitting almost in the attitude of a penitent by now�察�her second ankle had retreated far under the chair to join the first�察�and she was busily engaged with both hands in pleating and smoothing out again a small section of dress over one kneecap。 She could feel her mother's gaze on her�察�looked up through her long lashes to confirm the impression�察�looked down again when she had。
Seсora Contreras said�察�with an odd sort of kindliness seeping through her mien of authority�察 �e here a minute�察�my child。; Conchita got up�察�moved to the side of the chaise longue�察�crouched down to the level of her mother's face。 The fan had finally stopped�察�for the balance of the interview�察�was laid aside。 The Seсora reached out�察�tipped up her hand to her daughter's chin�察�held it under it in a sort of static caress。 She looked questioningly into her eyes。
The girl's eyes never wavered�察�they were crystalline innocence itself。
;I did not e into this world a middle´aged woman�察�a widowed mother�察�as you see me now�察�you know。 I was a young girl myself once�察�and not so many years ago。 Always remember�察�hijita de mi alma�察�anything you think�察�your mother thought before you。 Anything you do�察�your mother did before you。 And her mother before her。 There isn't anything new in women。 I know�察�I know。;
;Know what�察�madrecita�拭 ─�the girl breathed so low it could scarcely be heard。
The Seсora Viuda kissed her with classic benevolence on the forehead�察�then more fondly on the lips。 ;You are a sweet little thing。 You are the morning sunlight in my dreary afternoon sky。 It is not that you would do anything so unforgivable。 It is just that there is a way of doing things that is right and a way that is wrong。 You are young�察�and the world is old。 When you are a few years older�察�I don't want you to have to look back on anything lacking in dignity�察�in which you cut a ridiculous figure。 Anyone who may bee interested in you should e here to our house�察�as the established custom is with us�察�should be introduced to you by myself�察�or Uncle Felipe�察�or some other older relative。;
; Mamacita�察�I don't know what you mean。;
The Seсora gestured leniently。 ;I haven't said anything。 It is just my heart talking to your heart。 Now go there if you insist�察�with Marta�察�and e right back。 The sun will soon be down�察�so don't linger。;
Without actually springing up�察�the girl was suddenly all the way across at the open doorway�察�like something from which a leash has just been detached。
At the threshold she turned for a minute。 ;What�察�madre mia�拭 �
;Nothing。 Run along。; What the Seсora Viuda had just said�察�half to herself�察�with a sigh of resignation�察�was�此 �It will do no good。 It never has from the beginning�察�it never will to the end of time。 One can't change the world。;
In the passageway outside�察�Conchita crossed paths with Rosita。 They brushed by one another like two people unaware of one another's presence�察�or at least trying to give that impression。 The daughter of the house whispered�察 �She's sending Marta with me�察�what am I going to do�拭�
The serving girl reached out backhand and clasped hands with her in passing�察�as if to lend moral support。
Conchita looked down at something。 ;What's that�拭�
;Don't be afraid�察�it'll just make her drowsy。;
;Me�拭�I can't� �
The other fanned both hands at her in a violent affirmative。
;It won't hurt her�察�will it�拭─�Conchita breathed anxiously。
;It's nothing�察�just an herb from the mountains。 I got it from an Indian down at the market。 I've tried it on myself。 All it does is´ Sh� �Here she es。; They resumed their interrupted transits。
An old woman of about sixty�察�shawled for the street�察�was ing down the passageway。 ;Are you ready�察�my flower�拭�Have you said good´by to your mother�拭─�And to Rosita�察�in angry authority�察 �Go in there and stay with the Seсora�察�useless one� �She may need you for something。;
Conchita brushed past。 ;Wait for me at the door。 I'm just going back to my room a second。;
She stopped before the mirror in there�察�scanned herself anxiously as though to make sure she was looking her best for the sake of the dead in the cemetery。 She threw open a drawer�察�unearthed a lipstick from some secret hiding place at the back of it�察�hastily touched it to her lips。 Then she lowered the dimming veil over her face�察�obliterating the improvement she had just made�察�and hurried demurely back along the passageway to rejoin her panion。
Her chaperon already had a public carriage drawn up at the door and was sitting waiting in it。 To go to the cemetery in a gasoline´powered vehicle was somehow improper�察�she seemed to feel。 ;To the flower market�察─�she ordered the driver�察�as the slim veiled figure climbed in next to her。
Ten minutes later�察�after driving through a number of narrow�察�elbow´jointed streets�察�they reached a small plaza fronting a rose´tan church of massive Spanish colonial architecture。 What was remarkable about it was the broad expanse of worn stone steps leading up to it�察�spanning the entire foundation in width。 They were invisible as steps save for a narrow lane of clearance left in the middle�察�running directly up to the entrance。 All the rest had disappeared under what seemed to be a multicolored�察�unbroken flower bed�察�with patches of shelter over it here and there。 It was only on closer inspection that this disintegrated into separate little zones of barter�察�each presided over by its individual vendor。 Some had rigged up little portable stalls�察�poles supporting awnings�察�or straw mats to keep the sun off their perishable wares。 Others�察�unable to afford this�察�simply squatted on the steps in hollow squares�察�their merchandise ranged around them in open sheaves or clusters thrust into clay water jars。 The air was cloying with an indescribable odor of ferns�察�crushed leaves�察�bruised and trodden petals and stalks�察�and�察�above all else�察�the peculiar brackishness given off by age´old paving stones saturated repeatedly with water all day long without ever having time to dry off。 It was an odor pounded in equal parts of verdant�察�blooming life and stagnant�察�mildewed decay。 This was the flower market�察�held on this site for two hundred years past every day from sunrise until dusk。
Conchita's