t imagine losing them； losing Harper？ Good God！ Losing Harper！
'Good God！' For a moment Sharpe thought Hogan had been reading his thoughts； and then he saw the Major staring across the room。 Hogan shook his head。 'If ever any beauty I did see which I desired and got； 'twas but a dream of she。' Teresa had e into the room and was crossing towards them。 Hogan turned to Forrest。 'Would she be your lady； Major？ She can't be Sharpe's。 The man has no taste！ He hasn't even heard of John Donne； let alone recognize a misquotation。 No。 Something as beautiful as that would only fall in love with a man of taste； a man like you； Major； or me。' He twitched at his collar as Forrest blushed with pleasure。
Lieutenant Price had gone on his knees to Teresa； blocking her path； and was offering her his undying love in the form of a red pepper held up like a rose。 The other Lieutenants encouraged him； shouted at Teresa that Harold Price had prospects； but she just blew him a kiss and stepped past him。 Sharpe was so immensely proud of her。 In any place in the world； in any drawing room； in any theatre； in any palace； let alone in a damp； smoky inn at Portalegre； she would be counted beautiful。 The mother of his child。 His woman。 He stood up for her； embarrassed that his pleasure was obvious to so many； and offered her a chair。 He introduced Hogan who dropped into his fluent Spanish and made her laugh。 She glanced at Sharpe； eyes fond under the long； dark lashes； listened to the Irishman's nonsense； and laughed again。 The Engineer toasted her； flirted with her； and looked at Sharpe。 'You're a lucky man； Richard。'
'I know； sir； I know。'
Lieutenant Price was left with the red pepper。 He threw it across the room and followed it with a bellowed question。 'Where are we going？'
'Badajoz！' The room roared with laughter。
PART TWO
February…March 1812
CHAPTER 8
Halt！' Boots thudded on to the roadway。 'Stand bloody still； you bastards！ Still！' The Sergeant cackled； ground his few remaining teeth together； turned away and immediately spun back。 'I said still！ If you want your sodding bum scratched； Gutteridge； I'll do it with my bayonet！ Still！' He turned to the young officer and snapped an immaculate salute。 'Sir！'
The Ensign； visibly nervous of the tall Sergeant； returned the salute。 'Thank you； Sergeant。'
'Don't thank me； sir。 My job； sir。' The Sergeant gave his habitual cackle； a wild； disfiting sound； and his eyes flicked left and right。 The Sergeant's eyes were blue； almost a baby blue； the Ensign decided； while the rest of him was yellow； fever yellow； a sickly cast over his hair； teeth and skin。 The baby blue eyes settled on the Ensign。 'Are you going to find the Captain； sir； are you？ Tell him we've arrived； sir？'
'Yes； of course。'
'Give him my best； sir。 My very best。' The Sergeant cackled again； and the cackle turned into a racking cough； and the head twitched on its long； scrawny neck that had the terrible scar。
The Ensign walked into the courtyard that had SE/LC chalked on the gatepost。 He was relieved to be away from the Sergeant； his constant bane on the long journey from the South Essex depot； and relieved that the other officers of the South Essex Light pany could now share the brunt of the Sergeant's madness。 No； that was not right。 The Sergeant was not mad； the Ensign decided； but there was something about him that spoke of the possibility of utter horror that lurked just bellow the yellow surface。 The Sergeant was terrifying： the Ensign； as he was to the recruits。
The soldiers in the courtyard were almost as frightening。 They had the look that other veterans in Portugal had assumed； a look quite at odds with soldiering in England。 Their uniforms had turned from scarlet into either a faded； whitish pink； or else into a dark； virulent purple。 The monest colour was brown where jackets and trousers had been repeatedly patched with coarse； peasant cloth。 Their skins； even in winter； were dark brown。 Above all； the Ensign noticed； was their air of confidence。 They carried themselves casually； at home with their polished and battered weapons； and the Ensign felt ill at ease in his new scarlet jacket with its bright yellow facings。 An Ensign was the lowest of all missioned officers and William Matthews； a sixteen…year…old who pretended to shave； was scared by the first sight of these men he was supposed to mand。
A man was bent beneath the yard pump； a second man working the handle so that water pulsed on to his head and naked back。 As the man stood up Matthews saw a lattice of thick scars that had been caused by a flogging and the Ensign turned away； sickened by the sight。 His father had warned him that the army attracted the filth of society； the troublemakers； and Matthews knew he had just seen such a piece of human flotsam。 Another soldier； for some reason dressed in Rifle green； saw his expression and grinned。 Matthews knew he was being watched； and judged； but then an officer appeared； dressed properly； and it was with relief that he crossed to the newer； a Lieutenant； and saluted。 'Ensign Matthews； sir。 Reporting with the recruits。'
The Lieutenant smiled vaguely； turned away； and vomited。 'Oh； Christ！' The Lieutenant seemed to be having trouble in breathing； but he stood upright again； painfully； and turned back to the Ensign。 'My dear fellow； frightfully sorry。 Bloody Portuguese put garlic in everything。 I'm Harold Price。' Price took off his shako and rubbed his head。 'I missed your name。 Frightfully sorry。'
'Matthews； sir。'
'Matthews。 Matthews。' Price said the name as if it might mean something； and then held his breath as his stomach heaved and； when the spasm had passed； breathed out slowly。 'Forgive me； my dear Matthews。 I think my stomach's delicate this morning。 You wouldn't； I suppose； do me the honour of lending me five pounds？ Just for a day or two？ Guineas would be better。'
His father had warned him of this； too； but Matthews felt it would be unwise to begin his acquaintance with his new pany by a churlish refusal。 He was aware of the soldiers in the yard listening and he wondered if he was an innocent in some kind of private joke； but what eke could he do？
'Of course； sir。'
Lieutenant Price looked astonished。 'My dear fellow； how kind！ Splendid！ I'll give you my note； of course。'
'And hope the Ensign gets killed at Badajoz？'
Matthews spun round。 The tall soldier； the one whose back was so horribly scarred； had spoken。 The man's face was scarred； too； and it gave him a knowing； even mocking expression； that was belied by his voice。 He grinned at Matthews。 'He's doing it to everyone。 Borrowing in the hope that they die。 He should make a tidy enough profit。'
Matthews did not know what to say。 The soldier had spoken in a kindly way； but he had not used the word 'sir'； which was disconcerting； and Matthews had the feeling that what little authority his lowly rank endowed was already being dissipated。 He hoped the Lieutenant would intervene； but Price's expression was sheepish as he put the shako on his head and grinned at the scarred man。 'This is Ensign Matthews； sir。 He's brought the replacements。'
The tall； scarred man nodded at the Ensign。 'Glad you're here； Matthews。 I'm Sharpe； Captain Sharpe。 What's your name？'
'Matthews； sir。' The Ensign gaped at Sharpe。 An officer who had been flogged？ He realized his answer had been inadequate。 'William； sir。'
'Good morning and wele。' Sharpe was making an effort to be pleasant。 He hated mornings and this morning； in particular； was unpleasant。 Today Teresa was going from Elvas and riding the few miles； across the border； to Badajoz。 Another parting。 'Where did you leave the men？〃
Matthews had not left them anywhere； the Sergeant had made all the decisions； but he pointed through the gate。 'Outside； sir。'
'Get them in； get them in。' Sharpe rubbed his hair dry with a piece of sacking。 'Sergeant Harper！ Sergeant Read！' Harper could settle the recruits into the pany； while Read； the Methodist teetotaler； could fuss over the pany books。 It would be a busy day。
Sharpe dressed hurriedly。 The rain had